*aww~*
i feel so bad. so very bad. so very very bad.
had a fight wif my sis arnd the start of this week. or was it last week. cant remember. u dont want to noe wad it was all bout. n eversince, i hadnt talk to her. at all. hate it. coz we're actually stuck in one room.
lotsa mood swings in d morning. those sitting arnd me in class might notice. hate it. but zahirah seems to always make me smile. nyahahaa. but tats not the point.
point is. i found an email today. she mailed me. telling me she's sori. and i feel sooo badddd. soooo very badddd. soooo very very badddd.
tat's me. im an I-S personality type. [hah. tat course the sch made us attend. wth.] i talk too much which hurt others. at the same time hurt myself. den i hold grudges. looong grudges. but at the end of the day i feel bad. very bad.
i dun like feeling bad bout wad i did. i wanna do sumting. n have no regrets. which i believe would onli happen in bout a thousand years to come...
im gonna study hard. and be a volunteer. a child psychologist or wateva. for a home or ASEAN countries, maybe. where i can hold my head up high. n im gonna graduate. and tell others...
im a volunteer, with a degree.